Of Flowers and Honey Bees.

“and here goes my story.”

ARGH

Feb 18, 2010 || 11:52 PM

was back the last two days,
slacked around super lazily,
and i have work tomorrow like in a few hours.
didnt find any motivation to blog blah~
though i have loads to share.
lazy to upload pics,
lazy to put on makeup,
lazy to eat/sleep/talk/etc,
well i'll wait till i get through this lazy spell before i continue about my trip to malaysia and the 'photoshoot' today.
HAHAHA
im afraid i have allergies to wild-unruly undergrowth.
=/

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moew

Feb 12, 2010 || 1:10 AM

HAII!today i bought a new pair of shoes!!!=/

no big deal HAHA.

faboo ugly compared to the one df's friend chose..

argh both the shoes i want dosent have my size.--

met up with df and his friend, branca and ben, and jiale tday,LOL,kill all birds with one stone~

didnt spend much on anything..

dolled up like ooolala, Muahaha cause i sucessfully curled my hair~

see see!

mean feat to accomplish okay!

well, alot of things happened yet none are like veryvery impt..

so,i'll just give it a rest..

2mr i'll be gg to malaysia..

UGH.so many things to do,like asking yahui to return stuff and transferring money >__<..

i hate packing stuff.have to paint my nails (LOL) and get ready my luggage etc.its like 3.30 am alr.=/

mummy spare me! =[.

wont be back for like, 5 days so i might update late,if i can get a hold on the computer there,that is..

XS.

'case you miss me; pictures!

ciaooooooooooooooszxcszx!

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tiring day out =/

Feb 9, 2010 || 7:23 PM

Dont ask.i know i look retarded.=[

ytd kinda sucked.

im writing this post belatedly.=D

wont elaborate much but i practically spentthe whole day with branca.

didnt take much pictures but neoprints galore.

Muahahaa

.so i'll start from the day before; 8/02/10,

branca called me tt night and asked me if i would slap (she has been using that term alot lately~) her if she asked me to wake up at 6.30 for her.

there went my midnight gaming time.

so i set my alarm clock and etc

.she came at almost 7.

crapped around,then made my bro go sch himself.

=X.im that bad.>__<.

well then the fun began,NOT

LOL we spent almost 5 hours dolling up OK!

wth with my hair and etc.i was playing with the curler and with some of her help managed a reasonable style,

here comes the infuriating part:it wouldnt stay,

and yes by the time we reached bugis my hair was a pathetic mess.

okay.alr said i dont want to elaborate!!sigh.

this was what we ended up with:

MY handiwork! *proud grin*

my pic's upstairs,LOL.

so i'll continue,

in point form, no less, lest i get carried away.--

-went to bugis

-spent like,major on clothes and something i will reveal later.( Xþ )

-ate tori-q! (awwww chix skin!)

-went kino but found no books

-took neoprints!

figured thats the gist of them..

so, about the something...

okay, dont freak out

...

ME!

ahaha!its the only pic,

so, fugly or whatever-i'll have to take it.=[

so get over your shock and continue reading!

well i was bored with my long locks so..=C

stupid #$*%*&$ bob head.make my face look so fat.

fine i'll stop here.

tired BYE

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SPURRING.

Feb 8, 2010 || 5:56 PM

BOO!
okay starters;
this is an update since two days ago i couldnt upload pics and ytd i still pissed with blogger so...
god knows why i still remember what i wanted to post about.
well i was finishing a whole container of egg rolls when i decided the house couldnt stay messy and all that anymore.
i must seriously get down to organising my stuff when it comes down to having the peace of my mind.=/
wanna know what in particular is giving a headache?
go on, gasp at my oh-so-neat spots..NOT

Here's my room:

we've moved for at least four months and its still unpacked.=/
...so much for the princessy room i so wanted when we moved in at first.

...
aaaaaaand my wardrobe cum dressing table cum clothes rack.
...
..

thats glamorous for you.

Next, the computer table!!
now i seriously wonder how i get by concentrating with this clutter around me..
notes and snack wrappers and stuff..=S

Then:
our drawers!
(if you looked closely at the upper picture it is the drawers under the computer table..)
AND do notice the depths, my drawer's actually full to the brim, while my sis' actually has empty spaces in between!so dont judge it by its look okay!!
=C

..
these are like 10% of the messy stuff okay!
just snapped the obvious ones only.
=[......

alright.time to get to work!
will be back if i get out of it alive.

ah! wait!in order not to leave a bad impression (wtf) better show you a neat pic of sorts.=S
here's lena, shes absolutely adores clearing up messes and then making some more!
faboo!
NOT.

FINE.
bye~

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|| 2:27 AM

^ô^

yayyy.

one whole week off!

but going to malaysia on fri.

and i am supposed to finish 250 bucks on clothes and shoes before then?

ughhhh.mummmmmmmmmmmy,

she dont let me go spend my hard-earned money in malaysia!! =/

$%#%^$*( lah. =[[

actually blue contacts not as bad as i thought ehs.

wore them today for the first time.

..the usual dryness.--

went out with branca today~

kinda last-min inform her.

but at least i made it up by treating her to pastamania.=þ

got my pay today and immediately withdrew 500.

regrets know!

cause i immediately spent 100 on miscellaneous.=/

bracelets and useless bags -i found out later.

AGHHHHHHH!should put a hold on my cash man.

so due to my kick i am left with 250.

bet branca would be astounded to hear that.=X

fine.

im free this coming week.

for 5 days at least.--

will be gg shopping,bugis etc place?

anyone?

*pulls out 300 foot long shopping list.

^o^

tata

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lena ng. WHAT!?

Feb 6, 2010 || 1:37 PM

geeeez...guess what i just stumbled upon?
another me,
or so i guess..
and all this time i had no idea at all how 345347560763 more people have the same name as me.
:/
this is copied from the website:
i dont own anything uhs.(except for the name which we share?! $#!*%&)

...
-Lena's Analysis on Dating & Relationships
On Dating...
"Eye contact is very important. The eyes do not lie and are a window to a person’s heart and soul. The topic of the conversation isn’t critical as long as he doesn’t say anything cheesy."
"Plus points for maturity, sincerity, confidence, and an ability to have fun and yet be serious when required. He should also have similar interests, isn't afraid to share his views with me, and be able to accept me for who I am, not who he wants me to be."
"Arrogant men are a huge turn off! There is a big difference between being confident and arrogant."
On Relationships...
"He should always make the effort to keep the spark alive – we cannot take each other for granted. It is important to each other space – recognising that no two people are identical. A successful couple grows together – people grow at different pace, and we need to pick each other up along the way and move together. Otherwise, we will end up growing apart."
"Be optimistic! Life’s too short to be dwelling on shortcomings all the time."
"Be a lady’s friend. Afterall, good relationships stem from a good friendship."-
..blahblahblah~
...
maybe im forcing it a little but i basically-i repeat, basically -have the same thoughts as her on that.(im not having an oldie be so alike to me!=S)
'cept those 'men' should be changed to boys.
Ahahaha.NOT
and YES we do happen to have the exact same name.
ftw.
plus it wasnt as if she wasnt popular or what- she was actually voted as top 50 gorgeous women in the mag 'female' !
it dosent count as anything but it means that theres a lena ng that has made a name for herself however 'little' it is.if you think that that is little.
but anyway, shes old.MUAHAHAHA.
-,-.

okay back to my life.

NO MAKE UP OKAY!
this lena's hungry but is lazy to move her butt from the computer chair.
nah.
will eat later.

having horrible cramps.

stupid body.

Xþ ..

cooked my infamous omelette today.

deliciously fluffy.=DD

i hate it that i cant type in chinese on this com.=[

in love with kumiky today.haha.

knew that she would make it big when she first appeared!

so much for charisma.=/

she extremely cute in person okay!

like totally anime-like.

even her voice seems like it should be in the movies.

move over, aiku! uh, technically she already did. so..

omg im in love with a girl.=S

byebye!

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Feb 5, 2010 || 11:24 PM

LOL.

lately im having fun with the editing software.=D

dug out not-exactly old piccys and started doodling.=þ

what should i be anticipating? tell me.

cant stop thinking of him,

yet it isnt like i have any other choice.

with my wide range of options, i can only be sullen all day long.

...

omg branca im becoming what you said i was.XXP

sighs i keep zoning out like right now.

fine, give in to my head.

dream time.

BYE =S

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my diary.

Feb 4, 2010 || 11:31 PM

played with new editing software today..
geez.

this particular one was taken today.*points up.
or rather, on friday,since its over 12 now.--
the rest are like, 32654 years ago.

YES im very old.

VERY.*grins.
...

My diary.

i dont know what to feel today.

despondent?elated?disappointed?excited?weird?irate?

theres this hollow feeling instead.

well at least i know why i feel irate.

THIS :

GROANS.

i am utterly shocked when it just split into pieces like BAM.

whattamigoingtodo2mr?!?!

i know.

im being forced to wear the blue ones.

which, EEK.>____<

and my major fume is at the fact that i have only worn it for 3 days!!!!!

...

went out with branca and family today,

ate laksa at jurong bird park, thanks auntie.=}

took neoprints at causeway which are so weird.

the machine could only transfer tru infra-red.

hello, it must still live like in the 60s.

dosent cost a bomb anw, so freak it.

...

waiting for my pay which is arriving in 3 days'time.>___<

breathless.HAHA i can think of a million uses for it already.

but it wont be much ive been slacking alot lately.=X

...

today, and right now,

i keep smelling his scent,

its like.idk how to explain but its haunting me.

im not scared but cant help but turn back occasionally.

nerves.

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goodbye.

Feb 2, 2010 || 10:11 PM

after two more weeks, i will be saying goodbye to this girl.

well, if she wants to stay i dont mind in the least.

but it takes up so much my energy to have her around me.

well, a few hours together would be more than enough,

but it always affects me in ways you cant fanthom.

anyway, she's been so stubborn lately i cant stand it any longer.

it makes me look reaaaaal bad to be like this,

but hey, only i can understand her.

she would not care but she stays in a daze most of the time anw.

and sapping away most of my strength still.

ugh.

i cant describe this feeling of leaving her.

well, we'll stay together IF she cooparates.

somehow, i doubt so.

yay, this week's fine except for my new contact lenses.

2nd day of wearing them and i chipped off a small piece with my already short fingernails.

wth is wrong?!?!

its not like they're dirt cheap anw.

*grumblegrumble

went out with defeng today.

WELL, met him on the way home is a more accurate term,

since i wasnt that ardent to meet him.

...

only part that paid off was..well, he essentially paid for our meal.ah correction, partially.=X

chey.nth much luhs.crux part is i went there to look for fang-square (LOL).

and the place there is so freakin small i cant wait to go there to work like, NOW.

conditments and floor space would seriously shorten my time doing closing.=S

but idk why she said she ends work at eleven.

...

well.im on my way!

ahaha.

no, MUAHAHAHAHA is more appopraite, since im so evil..

MUAHahahahaha~

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Feb 1, 2010 || 10:42 PM

suddenly my world's off its axis.
i dont know why but everything definitely dosent feel right.
i make excuses to myself that work's keeping me busy.
but its blatant its my thoughts that make me hate what i do.
well, it stemmed from my thoughts anyway.
inexplicable longing for something that i would never have- in the near future, at least.

okay.time to talk some sense.
work's been quite kind this week as its the end of the rewards card season and ppl have been painfully scarce.well,to the company, at least.Muahahaha
there was someone new today,
a Filipino, ANOTHER one, i mean.
funny how thier age seems to increase with each new addition.
well,shawn wouldnt be him if he didnt 'chat' her up straight.=X
LOL.its usual behavior. standard.makes me wonder why he didnt treat me like that though.
maybe i look to fat.
Z.
hey its the first time his name appeared.well not that anyone elses' does anyway.

draca is driving me crazy.
in the baaaad way.
cause i cant play for more than an hour without it mysteriously pronouncing me dead.
kinda gets in the way, know!
(actually i know why.. its due to the lag tyvm dear computer.)
and thus, i cant really accompany my ppl at work to play!
even im not sure whether to hold this entirely true or not.
Ah well.
P.S:i have pictures! but im lazy to upload them so..
*waves.
@%#@ at least wait for me to organise first luhs.
which would not happen soon.--

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