“and here goes my story.”

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i know i usually spell wish as whish, it has always happened since.
oh i know,
i know all about me,
i know i love the ringing of church bells on the first of every month,
there's this spell about them, then it seems like the the world just stops to listen.
i know i love this magical time at around 7pm,as the fading light of the setting sun mingles with the lights of the lamposts, where the world seems to have a beautiful glow,
when i see the sight, i hear the laughter of children, running around playing.
i know, i know that whenever i get sick of life,
i take a break wandering around aimlessly, just walking and thinking,
my subconsciousness leads me then,
until it decides to snap out of itself i would have to go home from wherever i am, often than not surprised at how far i've come.
but thats just how i take a breather, get a hold of myself, organise my thoughts, making sure i am still myself.
i know, i can get up to very mischevious things, my ideas can hardly be considered boring, and i do get myself into prickly messes at times.
i know i love raisins,i practically snack on them from the container,i could polish the whole box in a few days,though the high sugar content's gonna kill me someday.
i know i hate drinking many things other than plain water, as the rest seems so corrupted, but things are changing already.
i know, i know i yearn to live in the countryside, away from such a hectic life, where i cant take occasional walks in the woods-and not the rainforest kind, run wild and free in the meadows, sitting on a hill and looking at the sunset over a range of mountains without a care in the world.
i know how much i love freedom, i want to fly,soar up and high into the blueblue sky, i envy birds alot sometimes.
i know, i know i have a high opinion of myself, but since when hadnt it been proven to me that i am much better than people? in terms of intellect, though- i generally consider myself to have a terrible character, but things are changing already, again.
i know, i know that once i start thinking about something, it just wouldnt get out of my mind, just like how i would suddenly fall for someone, he would dominate my everything, becoming more than half my world, if something changes, i would usually overreact.
i know how i am seen as oh-so-sensitive, yeah, but people would find it hard to understand these complicated inner workings of my mind- even me!
i know, i know that if i get serious about something, i would put all my heart into it, and then it always come out the way i know it will, this confidence, it'll wreck me someday.
i know, I KNOW I AM OUT OF TIME.
dont know why, i feel like im in one of the lena moods right now, too bad it had to be broken by training.
ah well.
to be continued. ciaos!

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