“and here goes my story.”

September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 February 2013 June 2013 December 2013 January 2014

I have something to look forward to.
Though its still in the horizon,
though its still quite very far away,
though there are still uncertainties,
i can imagine what it is like,
the day where we'll really be.
Taking this as a road where I learn,
to treasure, to cherish.
A blessing in disguise this may be,
for now.

so do i have to change for the world?
but since when have i not done so?
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got a little of my zest back for cheer alr, am glad to say.
cause without it its like breathing underwater.
though im treading it now,
the situation's a little better i guess.

i'll pull through.

tomorrow's 10/10/10!
dont know why, but i just have this feeling something will happen.
i hope its something good!
but actually, there isnt much capacity for anything to happen since i wont be doing anything special- yet, again. heh.
im getting used to bb!
and im loving the games and the way of messaging!
the others i havent explored cause im so lazy to,
but at least i can take photos now..like finally.
im dreading monday's training.
but i'll go through it like usual.
=D

i am having numbing headache right now.
i think that i killed too many brain cells over these few days,
and each host lost is attributing to the numbness,
i need my remedy..
-
missed training today and went to plump myself up at the vienna buffet, again.
thanks, mom.
she knew i couldnt resist.
plus after that we went to buy a new phone for me!
then here comes the frustrating part,
makes me wanna pull my hair out..
we looked around the store for quite some time,
then after many discussions she agreed to get me an iphone4,
guess how happy i was!
so we went to the counter and placed the order..
but.. turned out it was oos, whats left was the 32gb one..
well, i think the sky darkened considerably at that moment lor.
so we just decided on the new bb,
which is cheaper than the older models and lousier i dont know why.
but hey, im grateful. heh!
okay, thats it!
ima go explore the bb now!
adios!

why am i always so washed out nowadays?
not physically,
but even my mind blanks out every once in a while.
i used to be way stronger,
when i did not have so many things to ponder upon.
well, im not used to it still i guess,
but i really hope these restless nights would just go away soon.
my days from now on are gonna be so hectic,
i dread them and aint prepared for them yet.
at least i have a shoulder to lean on now. =]
im gonna make myself believe,
that you'll be there always.

training camp.
seemingly its over in a blink of an eye.
definitely wasnt as bad as i had expected,
but i know i have gotten stronger.
so numb now i dont feel anything though.
had alot of discouragements - the worst i ever had,
but then that really showed me how badly i was doing after all,
imma buck up real much now.
now, time to unpack and bathe,
i wanna finish watching my shows before i go to sleep,
i'll be surprised if i slept through the next day.
adios!

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