“and here goes my story.”

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Sleep tight, love.
you're all i got. :)

Hi loves!
Im still behind a glass i wonder why.
I still can study,
still can function normally and whatever, but its just that my senses are oh so dimmed!
What, should i blame my throat?
or its just my stupid head thats numb from always thinking too much.. hahaha!

Your face dosent even look the same no more, it scared me, for awhile,
but i can get used to this..
I guess i left myself behind. Thats my stupid explanation for all these.
whatever i decisions i make now, i'll ask myself; is this what i would have wanted myself to do a few months ago? a year ago?

Well, school today,
working quite well with friends! though somewhat forcibly.
Went out with branca yesterday, those used-to-bes came back to me in a rush.
I'm glad i still have a friend who'll always be here.
So im getting used to putting space like i once forced myself to.
heh. =]

i still cannot.
my walls are utterly broken down.
but i have nothing else.
you've got me nicely cornered. :)

but maybe i've only got myself to blame.

im gonna change.
setting new resolutions.
i wont be such a whore and a fucking draggy douchbag no more.
watch out for me, world,
for im taking you head on.
im tired of the bitter taste of losing.

hihihi!
the ordeal seems to be over in a blink of an eye,
but the tears and sweat and blood that were shed i'll never forget.
i've learnt alot this past month. patience especially.
i cant say i havent changed,
but for better or for worse im afraid to say.
they've been to taiwan for five days already. coming back in four days' time!
and then everything'll end with one final rip.
sorry imma fussy hussy, cause i seriously get affected by my emotions and thoughts way too much.
=[ dinner was like a buffet tonight, filling ttm!
hahaha, with green tea flavoured tangyuan somemore!
i got my sense of taste and smell back! =]
gotta take care of my throat to stop this from happening again. :X
but.. sigh! kfc and biscuits are always so tempting!!!
well,
imma sleep soon,
ciaos!

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