“and here goes my story.”

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Im eating marshmallowsss!!!
bought a real packet at ntuc today! bunch bought the wrong one, but im loving that one more!!
awwww, heh, mine!
I've been going home very late lately, but its not because i've been working or whatsoever,
procastinating too much lately, i know!
got so much work to do..
but it actually can be handled.. if it werent for my laziness.. $#&%
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I'm suddenly so inspired.
I have so many things in mind, i cant stop thinking!
I wanna say everything, but i just cant.
I wanna let everyone you what im thinking always, what im doing.
Iwanna know everything, i wanna do everything,
I wanna see the world, people, places, food, dances, art. everything!
all i'll need is time and money, haha!
thats what everyone wants. :P
I've got love, I'm content, really.
Now im on my way, this journey gonna start now,
because my life is back on track.
but one thing.. imma sloth. :(
i have a bunch of things to do but im so lazy to do them, the most important thing is finding a job, i cant do it too! hahaha! okayokay. gosh im exploding from sitting around..
i think my mind's running wild again.
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for the past hour i've been surfing wiki. LOL.
reading up from the the reasons for colour of urine can go to supermassive black holes and churning cauldron in yellowstone national park to vocaloids, interesting hohoho.
look, there's so much in this world for us to know, and much much more yet to find out,
i wanna live forever!! :(

Hunneh bunch! ♥

Sorting out my life,
got so many things to dooo!
I'm gonna live as much as i can, :)
havent found a job, gosh!
and i need to make a wishlist,
okay i bet i'll never do so, im so lazy..
and i need clothesss! thats for sure.
Gonna open my blog soon.
i wont hang my dirty linen in public, dont worry,
it'll all be in the other blog, kay?
it's not as if i dont update that much either. :/
its just that theres only permission to one person mwahahaha.
ohno.. my throat's starting to hurt.
need to sleep early! :(
Gonna go soon i guess. heh.

I need to:
sort my thoughts and get a direction,
organize and chuck my possessions(clothes in the wardrobe),
get a part-time job that has a fairly good pay,
stop being a hypersensitive whim,
buy more clothes and shoes that wont throw every single face in the world away,
buy accessories,
create a wishlist,
buy falsies and contacts,
start drawing, start reading, start singing, start exercising, start making nail art,
buy the $9 popteen magazine,
buy a dslr camera,
dye my hair,
resolve not to hurt myself no matter what,
go back to sentosa and pulau ubin for a getaway,
go out with girlfriends,
update my playlist,
start taking pictures and be a goddamned normal girl,
get some fashion sense,
be fairer,
get rid of my dark eye circles (impossible),
stop stalking my boyfriend lest he find me an annoying pest,
earn 1,000,000 by year 2060.

random. ;)

Hello!
Today's 10th of may! well officially 11th since over midnight but whatever.
i think mine has fallen asleep.
he didnt reply me after i came out of the bathroom. hehe!
my grade is gonna suck today! boohoo. didnt even bother to do anything at all.
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we went to watch 'a chinese ghost story'! not a really bad show, but i kept getting disturbed.
hahahah! we walked around, went to his house after that, hehe.
so awkward, that incident with your mum!! :S
okay, i guess its partially my fault. hehehe!
i just ate a slice of swenson's ice cream cake! gonna sleep soon, there's school tomorrow.
okay so heres what i wanna say.
Me am sorry me forgot about the date!! wasn't paying attention to it!
but you know i got no love lost to you because of my constant stalking and whatnot right!
unlike someone, claims to have grown comfortable. hmpf!
still wouldnt admit the date slipped his mind too, when i have such proof!!
but i feel bad it slipped mine nonetheless. :(
mwah!
i still remember you texted me two days after we got together, telling me i've belonged to you for 48 hours already. awwww.
now im gonna tell you, you belonged to ME for seven freaking months and i am still crazy over you! i want a piece of my sweet wong back!
heh, okay thats all, hair's almost dry, gotta go off! :)

me, lena.
absolutely smitten, bessoted by you.
i can't take a ray of light missing.
you know?
cause this cutie's mine, this disgusting fart, this loud boy, this huggable worm, everything!
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Right now i'm blogging cause my neopet's 'insects' as he calls them are helping me earn money!
so im bored bored bored.
hehehe. wong's sleeping since 945 after a tired day for him, gymming and messing around, (so adorable when he's tired omg.)
i promised i'll sleep at 1030! :p
look what mummy just got!
:0



made us laugh because when she won in the end we expected 30+ thousand of winnings, but she's currently broke and playing at a low level so it was only 1400+ ,hahahahah!
sis's eating swenson's icecream cake. im waiting for my cousin's pizza!
she's gonna make my whole family so fat i swear.
she bring food almost everynight back for us.
on the menu tonight is microwaved pizza! goshhh.
speaking of fat, my current weight is 41.3!! wowww. my muscles slimmed already i guess. LOL.
went to gym today~ everything deproved! hahaha!
but i see no point in keeping it up, maybe just for the sake of staying healthy. ;)
but i want abs! will train for it!
okay.. nothing else!
think i cant sleep at 1030. sorry wong!
:P sleep tight mine.

So close huh.
if you wanna call whoever girl don't call me that at all.
i dont matter then.
pretty right?
interested huh?

What am i proving?
that im not going to lose.
that i havent lost my principles.
that i am unique, i will not condone plagiarism from anyone around.
that i will do everything with all my heart.
that i am intelligent.
that i am strong.
that i am not goddamn weak.
that i am pretty.
that i wanna do anything i want.
that i wont regret and will never look back.
that i will not lose myself.
that i arent afraid.
so many things,
which one is still standing intact now..?
not a single fucking one.

Urgh.
i shant rant about my fucked up family.
i'm sick of complaining already.
I just wish i was as cold hearted.
sigh.
did my hair today, gonna dye it two weeks later i guess.
I cant wash it till wednesday! eeek.
gonna be itchyyyy! if i sweat, that is. :X
its my first step. hooray! :)
next up would be to find a good source of income and some crazy shopping.
i'll be morphing to fit in- i think whatever's on the inside isnt important afterall.
but dont be alarmed if you cant recognise me no longer, cause i cant either.
But saying all these.. maybe its just that im unwilling to let go.

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