Of Flowers and Honey Bees.

“and here goes my story.”

sleepy

Nov 30, 2011 || 11:18 PM

Harrow~ I am so tired right now. gonna update a little! fyi that's my orange blusher. it turned out weird in pictures!

Okay work finally ended, and they said by friday we'll get to collect the pay! its not much though..

but it'll help, for i already owe myself close to 100 bucks.

I wanna buy a pimple gel from shisheido, but freaking found out that it costs $50 today, wtf!!! they think they fill the tiny bottle with pure gold is it!?

I havent been using masks recently, and have been putting on make up everyday for the past weeks already,

coupled with the monthly bleeding, my face is in havoc mode.

gosh it needs a rest! no wonder they're in this condition right now.

at least i don't go to school with alot of stuff on my skin.. else my face wouldve been real rotten by now!

Okay tis is retarded but im sharing what i snacked on a few days ago, haha! I love the bobdog ciggys to the max! and the fishy thing is something i found after so many tries.. why is it slowly disappearing from the market alreadyyy!?

And two days ago, I had this episode of pinched nerve or someting that made me lose sleep. damn!

i tossed and turned in bed, trying to relieve the pain and ache in my whole arm and my shoulder the whole time.

seriously, i watched the sun rise for the third time of my life man! hahah!

Omg.. my eyes are gonna shut totally.. i've been dizzy, weak and stuff you know why.
i wanna play my game, but i really cannot tank alr, goodnight!

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Nov 28, 2011 || 1:06 AM

Work has endeddddd! I'm free to take on anything now omgeez. but right now i'm still getting hold of my bearings. Have to catch up in school too teehee!

will update with pictures real soon~

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blubbbber

Nov 23, 2011 || 1:03 AM

Hiya! I'm back!

updating on these few days..

except for work.. I've recently been gaming! this game called arcania.

My mum bought it for 30+, it was an exchange for a new psp game which wasn't working because my bro's psp is altered. okay long story.

but the end of it saw a grumpy and sad brother and me with a gratuitous game.

Next, food! from over the days!

hehe! this is ljs, for breakfast a few days ago..

Then dinner with wong! texas chicken!

I forgot i heard from who that it was really shitty, but both times i tried its uber yummy!

even the honey butter biscuits win popeye's!

Been skipping school again.. my motivation really burns out fast omygosh.

I need to find work too.. how..?! the current one ends end of this month~

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this is my current nail colour, I went for pastel tones again, but abit kiddish right!

I don't put bottom lashes! only mascara, people'd been asking..

Then.. I gonna rant on my new favourite fooood!!

Its all from meiji! My cousin bought these back for us, and the biggest packet has always been my favourite since I was introduced to it, but this time round there's this m&m-like chocolate, the filling is strawberry chocolate!!! omg it is so nice we finished it first.

Too bad they don't seem to sell it individually..

The super yummy one! see the purple crystals? It fizzles and pops in your mouth like those sweets we ate when we were young! Getting some lodged in your throat will actually hurt because of the popping.. :S

Then wrapping it is cotton candy!! super creative right! when I crave for cotton candy and sweets and something sour its the perfect snack.. *dreamy*

Too bad they only sell it in one flavor- grape.. :(

work tmr, cant believe i gonna skip UT for it.. :'(
Okay nothing else~ byeeee!

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Nov 18, 2011 || 12:50 AM

Oh hai! I've been wearing lenses recently!

Okay they arent exactly comfortable so i've been trying to get used to it.

gosh the colour and design makes my eyes look like lady gaga's from bad romance, digitally enlarged and extremely fake. :(

Its like i used a brown marker to colour my whole pupil and left it there!

Anyway wong says my pupils look darker with the brown lenses. fml haha!

okay below is the yummy pizza from empire state, we had it before watching 2359, urgh the movie is totally not nice! I'd rather watch you are the apple of my eye but too bad the seats were all sold out at that time. :(

Looks super yummy right! It is! lol!

Without lenses! I think i look more normal. But with teeny pupils. :/

Since five days ago i changed my style of makeup, I think it looks better because its more jap, but my falsies are so thin. which reminds me of my thin hair.. :'(

I am so sad, i need to perm my hair asap! I made enquiries about the cost and it ranges from 90+ to 200+, omg why so much!? The display on the outside always shows 30+ and inside it becomes more than three times, the hair dresser told me my hair is pretty thin but for my hair length its charged at that.

It wouldn't be a problem if i were working on my previous job but now it is.. I don't wanna touch my savings.

And thus its not coming anytime soon~ which is just as well since i rebonded my hair like seven months ago..

My sister and I. I dont get it, so many people say we look like twins!

This was taken when we went out with our family to cwp, I think it was a sunday?

Then went to town to fetch wong after work!

we ate fried mars bars with ice cream that day. gosh, im not big fan of caramel but the mars bars really are awesome!! Im craving for it again. :( Its officially classified under one of my 'favourite food' list now!

I told wong we were watching movies too much and too often, but there isnt really too many things to do already. :/

he's been gyming recently because hes getting round. hehehe! I am gonna accompany him sometimes, just to lose some weight! I want a flat tummy, mine looks so bloated now i don't know why!

Okay Im right now in class bored half to death because i want to partial and wong doesn't want to.. which is justifiable because he has UT later on, but well..

I submitted my psychology essay yesterday, seriously crammed it all in a few hours, we were given weeks to do it. I need to change this habit lol. but now its a big load off my back.

Okay i guess there's nothing else.

ending with another fakish picture~

Bye!

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Jumble

Nov 14, 2011 || 10:44 PM

I am thinking of getting permed hair like this.. should i should i!?!?

okay maybe a little more bigger in waves, but its roughly this style!

sigh too bad my hair is so thin.. seriously I'm dropping it 5 times faster than I'm growing it back.. :(

gosh today everyone was commenting on how little hair i had! classmates, family, even a random stranger idk wtf was he doing.

am i really turning bald fml!?

anyway permed hair'll increase the volume so there.

being stressed will make me drop even more, its such a vicious cycle!

on a side note, I'm gonna share some random stuff~

This ring is the perfect wedding ring, or so they say, because the longer you wear it, the more permanent the mark will be on your finger. it symbolizes everlasting love and all that cliche stuff~

gosh its so creative ain't it!?

I'm definitely gonna get something like that, mark my words. unless something even more interesting pops up, that is. something like bone a engraving ring.. bring it to the grave hahaha! but ouch.

found this pic randomly, I seriously don't know why i take pictures and don't upload it.

I just keep the whole bunch of them in my laptop, for future reference. NOT.

lol, these were from almost three months back! in the prior pic we were at hard rock cafe! 21.90 for a normal set of chicken rice and we decided to share food in the end hahaha!!

The one below was taken on the way there..

I tried smelling a bottle of shampoo and pressed it, it shot some on my nose..( rahh! how am i supposed to articulate this without it sounding all sex-related you tell me!?)

My caring, loving boyfriend of course declined getting me a tissue asap, waited till he laughed his share and snapped a picture of me before letting me wipe my nose clean.

Okay I now realize how horrific my fringe was. omg.

anw i just posted an album of me and grace from last year..

so many memories.. I've on more than one occasion wondered how things would be like if i didn't fracture my wrist and changed my mind about things, where would i be now? Probably having the time of my life, probably achieving much more then i did.

But i must admit I cannot and will never have the best of both worlds. okay who does? lol

time i let go and stop hurting. but i say this too often too, time i start meaning it, ha.

goodnight all.

There's some things you can't speak of, but at night you live it all again

you wouldn't be shattered on the floor now, if only you had seen what you know now then

- innocent, taylor swift

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Nov 11, 2011 || 1:12 AM

I'm backk! Im down with this weird flu that keeps coming back.

I am on the brink of cutting off my nose.. ughhh!

nevertheless, I shall catch up on the overdue post now!

Well i worked on the 5th and 6th. I have serious complains about footwear.

Here's the picture btw. We literally strut around town to get as much attention as possible..

yeah. and got attention we did. I wouldnt have signed up for this job if i knew beforehand about the short working hours and the amount of days! 4 days a month, they are really kidding..

Not to mention the jobscope required black heels.

God damn those shoes from hell, they literally injured my leg! Inside out!

For work on saturday, I wore that brand new pair of heels i bought specially for work,

and it rendered my right toe numb and gave me about 5 blisters on each foot. No i am not exaggerating.

My left leg literally bled at the back and it was a horrible sight.

But whats more ludicrous was when i bathed that night!

The moment the water touched my feet I was paralyzed waist down. Its like stepping into fire barefoot and for some reason forgetting to take it out.. uh. I'd personally prefer fracturing my wrist again..
Okay, not. But anyway.

The next day was slightly better, i wore my old pair of heels, but my toe was still not back to earth and my leg muscles were already injured. So it augmented my poor legs' state of injury..

by the end of that day I was still incapable of walking properly even in flats. -.-

So now six days have passed since the last day i wore them, I must admit my leg's better and the lesions have all formed scabs, but my toe's still unfeeling! :(((((

Yeah this is what i wear for work.. :/

And when the first day ended I was so ravenous I wolfed down a filet-o-fish and a mcspicy!!

If you were wondering why there are two small fries and a coffee, its because everything here was exchanged using coupons. :X

the result of our attempts at procuring the car. HAHA kidding. but we did eat quite often.

OH! and before i forget!

We had korean bbq on the 4th, with the usuals, :P

Headed down to frolick at cine afterwards! note our super oily hair and although you cant smell it we were stinking heavily of bacon and stuff. okay i said that because that was what i liked most! -and ate the most, i might add..

Finally painted my nails!! okay the current one I have is not this anymore, but this colour shows up so nicely in pictures right?! :P

The one i have now resembles dino eggs from neopets. idk why!! :X

Okay done!

p.s today's 11/11/11 and its not Armageddon nor did the apocalypse descend on us, so do stop yabbering about it!?

12/23/1993 12:35:11 pm was also once in a lifetime bitches. xoxo

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Nov 10, 2011 || 1:14 AM

November's here, its the tenth today! Time really does fly doesn't it!

Well for me it suddenly shrunk, the days pass like hours now, and I've no goal, no motivation whatsoever.

Wth is going on!? I find myself reminiscing the past more than ever these days.

Those childhood days where there wasn't all these first world shit.

Gosh, maybe i'll do better in a jc, I wouldn't have to face all this crap as much.

Planning to use this weekend to catch up with everything.

slow in everything, school assignments, self-maintenance, you name it. no work somemore!

.. okay time to take some action huh! I'll kick my cloud of laziness away soon!!

starting my uber overdue post, starting from 1/11!

skipped school, that module is really down the drain i tell you, we skipped 3/5 days of lessons, partialled once!

Went ktv, four whole hours of ktv for two proved to be too much that day, and we took up lounging around, okay i was shouting into the mic randomly and he was playing with my hair, trying out braids.

Did i tell you i was training him to be my hairdresser?

HAHA kidding! but he really did a super good job right!

Our super shag but still trying face. :P
No his sexual orientation is still pretty straight, which make him even more awesomeeee! hehe! :D

Lookie he's trying something new!

K.This one was a blatant fail.. haha! his first try at tying scorpion!

Pulled out quite alot of my hair for good measure too. :/ !

After that, went for lunch, then the movie In Time and then dinner!!

Okay the movie was damn cool, i couldn't find enough closure though..

We bought popcorn and managed to polish everything off, haha!

gosh i realised we'd been watching movies way too much and often..

this was the dinner! okay we had Manhattan's for lunch or sth then popcorn so dinner was measly.

Okay that's it for the moment! school tmr. sigh. night! :S

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Nov 7, 2011 || 3:45 PM

OHAI!

I have been so busy omg.. will update in the next post, but last week's pics firsrt!!

These are from like oct!?!? haha!

Before heading out.

These were from monday, went to newton's for food with bf, ena, zann, danson, ethan after chilling at frolick! zann left before we went to newton's though.