Of Flowers and Honey Bees.

“and here goes my story.”

I'm trying.

Jul 27, 2012 || 2:53 AM

I try real hard so I leave no regrets and disappoint no one.

I'm only gonna have a few more years to do what I love, before age catches up, so why waste my time when I can push myself to see how far I can go?

not only to prove a point, not only to show other people what they've missed, but I wouldn't want to wake up five years later and think of now with regrets on why didn't I give my all when I still could.

I am not good, but rest assured i'll try my best and push myself on my own.

I am not fearless, I have more fears than you can see with the naked eye, but it's ultimately my choice on whether I wanna let it stop me, I'm working on it, I really am.

It is still stopping me, but that's just human, I'm vulnerable, I make mistakes, but it's not an excuse, because I should be able do what someone else can do, for that person's human too.

My ego's high as the Himalayas, but it serves as my push factor, and though its annoying sometimes, please bear with me, because I will wake up on my own in time and stop being such a snob. heh

So I just wanna say, I love cheer, I love the feeling of being in the air more and more each passing training, I love being in a team and working hard together as a group. I love seeing myself improve and get stronger.

I'm making sacrifices too, so imma just make full use of all the time we gave up and turn it into something productive, to prepare for the showdown next year.

I honestly cannot wait for the war to start,

the tiny battles we'll fight through the months and then the final battle, where we'll show the world who legacy really is. Our comeback. And I wanna be able to say proudly, that i'm a part of it.

♥

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Determined.

Jul 4, 2012 || 12:48 PM

So sorry i haven't been updating for almost three months! so overwhelmed with work and school and training!
Yes, I have been sucked back into the irresistible sport of cheerleading again, and boy did I miss it.
All the odds were against me, but I cast them all out of the window.
Ever since school started I was already struggling with both that and work, but, I forced cheer into my schedule and since then I haven't had a day completely free of anything.
so.. to keep sane, I have gone to the point of no return- I quit work starting this month, haha!
yes i'll be financially strapped but its just as well; I have to stop eating fast food and junks already. :(
so now i'll talk about this crazy exciting, adrenaline rushing, heart pounding, pushing and panting, teeth gritting, squeezing and locking, unique one-and-only love, cheer.
I am in the honeymoon stage, i guess, thinking about it all of the time, merely the thought of it can perk me up on a sleepy day, and I am glad I am slowly seeing improvement in myself, though I am still far from ideal..
I am close to 3 months old in legacy all stars, and I know that I am one of the weakest links, the limiting factor, but believe me that I will work hard, believe me that I will prove my worth and I'll repair it, one crack at a time.
It's the only thing I can do now, before my body gets too old for this and before life's many obligations catches up. Even during then, I doubt i'll give it up easily anyway. :P
Its the only passion that ever burned with such ferocity for me in my whole life and I am ready to make sacrifices.
till then!
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Everyone is a genius, but if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing it is stupid.- Einstien.
I am on my way, to find my place. :)

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