Of Flowers and Honey Bees.

“and here goes my story.”

Dec 18, 2011 || 2:11 PM

Gosh. just read through my previous posts. its like i changed into some self-absorbed dimwit in comparism lol!
during then was the times i private-d my blog, for not very noble reasons.
but oh, when will i be able to come clean about things..?
maybe after i graduate. i'll have no choice but to finally let go then.
right back then were the times i blogged for the sole purpose of sharing my thoughts, and recording down what was going on in my life, albeit in riddles.
but of course i hid it well. sometimes i don't even know now what exactly i was yakking on about too.
I got thwarted, by myself i suppose, fell into a pothole in the road, don't know where this is going anymore.
Had a future- for a few years at least. had some goal to work towards, a very clear and deliciously challenging one.
then, this turn into the dark alleyway, perhaps i took the wheel by myself, but i stopped and made myself stagnant, doing what i could to survive.
And then dawn broke and i could see in light what's here, recognizing my surroundings for the first time. was still working it out, thought i'd figured it all out.
Simply surviving, breathing, holding up a facade on whats going on, deceiving everyone who could see.
oh, maybe i am just so content, that i'm using something to try to explain it to myself, it's just so human to do so, isn't it?
I don't know, this feels like nothing, too much of nothing that its like hanging in thin air, in space, very empty space.
Guess it can be said i'm thinking too much, because contentment is really too hard to behold, and then imma dismiss it all by telling you to just ignore my mindless musings. haha!
after all, who are the few people that can really say 'I'm happy here'..?
the grass will always be greener on the other side.

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Dec 17, 2011 || 3:40 PM

Hola!

This post is a jumble of stuff over these two weeks! I do procrastinate this much..

Another post on botanic gardens will be done soon. :S and that was like one week ago fml.

My nail colour from I don't know when, haha! okay maybe ten days ago?
and i insist on sharing my cheese omelette! I cook it for breakfast whenever i can.
no i don't do sandwiches, sorry. >:/

its so uber yummy i gonna open a store someday and get a big business with it..! *dreams*

no honestly if I gonna end up being rejected from every single respectable job applied for I will open an omelette stall! alongside to wong's 'secret' store! LOL.

not gonna say what it is in case someone steals the idea! >:/

Texas chicken!! love love love it max. I would eat it five days in a row for breakfast lunch and dinner if only i wouldn't fall sick! rah!

i-dont-know-what-its-called-but-its-super-nice from japan! Singapore don't sell it.. do they?

*pops one totally unrelated picture. you're welcome!
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dinner at night!

Kfc! three drumsticks for me, heh!

dinner after the texas chicken. not so nice in comparism, hmph!

then.. omelette again! *intense love for omelettes*

Will you just look at the oozy cheese!? nope not gonna share~

Then some random camwhores.. before school i guess..

My makeup has this habit of turning more horrible as the day progresses..

okay and don't freak out,

three days ago my sis saw a yellow dot on the wall, she thought it was one of my cousin's rhinestones because my cousin was bling-ing something on our dining table.

I was sitting nearby playing my game (as usual) and glanced up,

i told my sis it was a beetle, and a pretty weird one at that, she proceeded to catch it using a container meant for food, LOL!

This it what it looks like!

Didn't pay much attention when she caught it, just faintly remembered her messing around with the container in the corner.

Then for two days i went on my business completely forgetting about its existence.

And yesterday, i noticed the container in our room, and the insect inside, my sis told me it hadn't eaten for three days(LOL) and that it dosen't seem to be a beetle.

I looked at it closely, and know what? Its a ladybug!!

I havent seen one in ages, since like, my childhood days? I remember catching and playing with loads of them when i explored the jungle behind my grandfather's mansion in malaysia. those were the days.. :(

okay back, so we decided in the middle of the night to make a tiny garden for it!

and this is what it turned out-

went downstairs and dug up some soil and weeds. :X

Hammie making friends with the ladybug!!

The reason why we made a tiny garden for it was because my sis searched online and said that ladybugs eat any type of plants.

But when we got back all it did was to explore all of the plants by climbing all of them one by one..

so i asked my sis- you sure it eats leaves or not!

And then went to search for it myself..

and guess what? mr/mrs ladybug eats smaller insects that it- something called aphids.

but on a side note it can eat moistened raisins and non-acidic fruits!

so we gave it a tiny piece of apple.

sure enough, it started eating it!
i think we starved it for almost four days LOL!
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okay, i guess i have been mentioning my game alot, and here are some screenshots!
sorry for the dull colours, i was in a cave! and a super foggy one at that. :/

This game is pretty fun, for me at least.

I go around collecting herbs, completing quests, and killing goblins, orcs, bloodflys, swampsharks, lurkers etcetc. damn, theres a damn difficult troll, i could run past it but I would be cheating, so I died so many times just to get rid of it, lol!

and no everythin in this game is static, so i cant level up by killin other things and then come back. sadly. :(

almost died and you give me 750 exp! grrr!

I dont know what the heck are these, looked damn creepy though.

Spent almost 60 hours on this game already, lol! but its nice enough!

I'm kinda afraid i'm spoiling my lappy by playing it cause everytime it runs the top left side of my lappy feels like its melting. :(

That's all, bye! Going to bugis with wong! ♥

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Dec 12, 2011 || 10:30 AM

OHAI!

Quick update before i bathe.. huhuhuu

Okay just returned home from the library, managed to complete a 400 page novel in two hours,

was positively freezing in the library man..

I also kind-heartedly/foolishly gave two dollars away to a man who claimed he had no money to eat or take a bus.. :( was I conned? I was considering 5 dollars but decided to provide him with transport money only..

i am not completely dumb okay! i asked where the hell was his family, he said he was a lone man, got divorced, but on the way to his aunt's house.. there should be food there right...?

and anyway school today sucked, my UT was pretty much a goner. My grades for UT1 was 2 As and a C+, plus two Xs, lol! the C+ was a shock, haha!

but this time round i wouldn't be surprised my grades will drop.. :(

the damned essay question, 400-500 words and i submitted only 260! fml!

but whatever.. its all behind me now, the holidays are what's ahead! wheeeeee!

Camwhores below.. and bye!!

These are pretty much the last few pics of me with bangs, decided to let them grow already!

I hope it turns out nice..

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Dec 9, 2011 || 2:43 PM

Morningg! Omg decided to skip school.. again.
i stopped short of the door and decided not to go..
arhh i even put eyeshadow today!

plus i only went for school two days this week and my grades suck! :(

sometimes idk what the hell i am doing.. I just give excuses to myself,

well today's excuse is 'i need to play game and i want to go christmas shopping.'

haha god knows when did i ever celebrate christmas..
okay camwhores below! and i'm off to my gaming! ^0^

well i'll update abit more soon~ cya!

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Dec 4, 2011 || 12:59 PM

Camwhores! before I start my ranting. I need to calm myself first, so i'll make a post of super outdated pics from last saturday. :X

Oh! and looking at this stupid expression reminded me of how i felt when i discovered what google maps could do.
For starters, damn, i knew singapore was small, but that small?
I bet no one knew you can't even see it on the map! Nope, its not a tiny dot, it dosen't even exist okay!
my primary school teacher was completely wrong, she once made a joke that singapore is so small that you place a finger on the map and you cannot see it already, I now realize a pin would be sufficient. The teeny hole the needle makes is enough to contain singapore.
gosh it blew my mind. because the wide expanse of the rest of the world suddenly came into proportion in my mind! imagine the people you will never know, places you will never be able to finish visiting even in ten lifetimes.
then think of how tiny the earth is compared to the rest of the universe.. okay i am getting overboard.
But seriously, I am very sure none of you knew that! *adamant*
okay other than that suaku discovery i made, I accidentally stumbled on something i didnt thought was possible.
did you know that you can virtually visit places in most of the world? I clicked into the smallest available size, and it brought me into street view. you can bloody see the buildings and people and cars even! gosh!
I saw the rob's butcher and jean's video rentals and all those crazy things!
i spent half an hour visiting Hawaii hahaha! they are so cute, sitting in the middle of nowhere.
I tried looking in las vegas too haha! go take a look!!
okay abrupt end.
i'll continue with my camwhores~

What i was wearing~ a little too big in size, but well it was the last one available.. :(
haha this sentence is so weird after what i said previously.

Bye~! Imma go gaming, its my alcohol for now.
family problems. not your humdrum type either. i'll update soon~

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sleepy

Nov 30, 2011 || 11:18 PM

Harrow~ I am so tired right now. gonna update a little! fyi that's my orange blusher. it turned out weird in pictures!

Okay work finally ended, and they said by friday we'll get to collect the pay! its not much though..

but it'll help, for i already owe myself close to 100 bucks.

I wanna buy a pimple gel from shisheido, but freaking found out that it costs $50 today, wtf!!! they think they fill the tiny bottle with pure gold is it!?

I havent been using masks recently, and have been putting on make up everyday for the past weeks already,

coupled with the monthly bleeding, my face is in havoc mode.

gosh it needs a rest! no wonder they're in this condition right now.

at least i don't go to school with alot of stuff on my skin.. else my face wouldve been real rotten by now!

Okay tis is retarded but im sharing what i snacked on a few days ago, haha! I love the bobdog ciggys to the max! and the fishy thing is something i found after so many tries.. why is it slowly disappearing from the market alreadyyy!?

And two days ago, I had this episode of pinched nerve or someting that made me lose sleep. damn!

i tossed and turned in bed, trying to relieve the pain and ache in my whole arm and my shoulder the whole time.

seriously, i watched the sun rise for the third time of my life man! hahah!

Omg.. my eyes are gonna shut totally.. i've been dizzy, weak and stuff you know why.
i wanna play my game, but i really cannot tank alr, goodnight!

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