“and here goes my story.”

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i used to be alot more lively,
i got used to being dull,
i used to know everything around me,
i got used to blocking it out,
i used to try my best at everything,
i got used to giving up,
i used to create trouble incessantly,
i got used to being controlled,
i used to live my life,
i got used to watching in the sidelines,
i used to multi-task really well,
i got used to being lazy,
i used to think i was good,
i got used to being corrected.
too much,
you introvert.
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training today was unreal,
the tiredness didnt really get to me only until the last part.
breakthroughs galore, though. =]
by this friday i'll perfect it. ♥
maybe i realy did snap a nerve, the one that detects pain. hah.
or i just got really used to blocking things out.
yeah, that should be the way, cause reality is sucha scare.
but i do really hate it when people plant doubts in my head,
cause they root themselves so deeply its almost real.

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