I, am a sad girl. probably on the brink of losing my sanity because of darling october.
On the very first day I lost my camera, which is less than two months old, you'd know if you read my blog.
(I'll get it back no matter what, but the possibility of not doing so is hanging over my head like a huge cloud of doom and depression and I cannot get rid of it regardless of what I do.)
next, it throws another long semester of school at me which I may never emerge from alive, seriously, I havent even taken a breather and you plunge me in for another sem?!
oh, but i only have myself to blame.
and then, I realized with a sickening nauseating pang just about one hour ago that my holiday has been nothing short of pointless and horrible, what with my repetitive work and insane family, relationship dragging on the rocks and the dumb issue of cash. Not what i'd call a respectable holiday at all.
so there.
my life's currently pretty screwed. funny how things turned out this way all of a sudden. Its like four days ago i was walking in a meadow in fine weather then a dark cloud comes and sheets of rain pours over me and a lightning bolt zaps me and i have nowhere to go.
no really. damn the stupid thunderstorm.
I am in terrible need of humor right now. oh yes, but you'll still see me smiling and talking like nothing happened. :)
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