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I'm trying.
Jul 27, 2012 || 2:53 AM
I try real hard so I leave no regrets and disappoint no one.
I'm only gonna have a few more years to do what I love, before age catches up, so why waste my time when I can push myself to see how far I can go?
not only to prove a point, not only to show other people what they've missed, but I wouldn't want to wake up five years later and think of now with regrets on why didn't I give my all when I still could.
I am not good, but rest assured i'll try my best and push myself on my own.
I am not fearless, I have more fears than you can see with the naked eye, but it's ultimately my choice on whether I wanna let it stop me, I'm working on it, I really am.
It is still stopping me, but that's just human, I'm vulnerable, I make mistakes, but it's not an excuse, because I should be able do what someone else can do, for that person's human too.
My ego's high as the Himalayas, but it serves as my push factor, and though its annoying sometimes, please bear with me, because I will wake up on my own in time and stop being such a snob. heh
So I just wanna say, I love cheer, I love the feeling of being in the air more and more each passing training, I love being in a team and working hard together as a group. I love seeing myself improve and get stronger.
I'm making sacrifices too, so imma just make full use of all the time we gave up and turn it into something productive, to prepare for the showdown next year.
I honestly cannot wait for the war to start,
the tiny battles we'll fight through the months and then the final battle, where we'll show the world who legacy really is. Our comeback. And I wanna be able to say proudly, that i'm a part of it.
♥
. Scribbled at 2:53 AM |
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