“and here goes my story.”

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Seriously, you got to hit harder than that to leave me something more than a bruise. But I'll just revel in your attention for now shan't I?
I am working pretty hard, admittedly not a hundred lucid percent, but that's just uncontrollable.
Sleeping enough these days rendered redbull completely useless but my mind still feels woozy with intermittent dizzy spells, damnn.
And i'm very broke righ now, I've been eating sooo much into my savings, can't wait till internship comes so i'll get some income, wait, I don't want internship to come so soon, life's gonna suck when it does. or will it?
Yeah I'm spewing all my incoherent thoughts all over the place i don't care.
 Sigh, had this stupid nightmare last night that felt sooo... real. Dreamt of being rejected, and the scenes kinda mixed with yesterday and I don't know which parts are real or not. Anyone can be strong physically, all they have to do is train up and let nature take its course. but mentally, how do you define being strong there? You launch me an assault of a hundred bullets and I may be able to shun them or take a few hits, but throw me a few mindfucks and see me collapse down on the ground screaming in agony. I don't want to be that way, but I can't really help it can't i? Mind, you've been my maker, but you're my destroyer too.. :\

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